Week 3, #7

This blogging stuff is fun, but frustrating. I am getting stuck and end up skipping steps. Oh well. I'll finish eventually.

Today is my birthday! Happy birthday to me!

Hockneyed Steven

Library Thing - Week 5, #11

She wore an itsy bitsy...

This is me 25 years ago and 50 lbs ago!!

Sunday Night, July 9

It's been a while since I've written. I said that I was not going to use this to air my personal life, but I've changed my mind. I need to let out some of the emotions that I hold in 24 hours a day. As some may know, my husband is very ill. I don't know if he is going to live another 4 months or 4 years. It's very tough going to work everyday and trying to be sociable and upbeat. I know it's uncomfortable for some to talk to me about it. Please talk to me. Just ask me how things are going. This building is where I'll be spending every Thursday. It's the Weinberg Building at Johns Hopkins. It houses the Sidney Kimmel Comprehensive Cancer Center. We are so lucky to be close to Hopkins, where I feel my husband will get the best and most advanced care. What I am most sad and angry about is my son Steven. I think it is unfair that his father will not be able to see him graduate from college and will not see him succeed in life. It's just not fair! You know, life really sucks sometimes. I think that sums it all up. Good night all.

YEAH!!!

I finally posted a picture!! I worked on it for over an hour today at work and couldn't get it posted and then came home and my son got it posted within 15 seconds. I'm on to my next step.

It's been a very long week. Those of you who know me, know what I am going through. I thought that I'd never say that going to work would be an escape, but it is now.

I wrote a long post tonight, but then my computer pooped out on me twice, so I lost it, so good night all. Write to you soon

Ami James

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I want HIM to do my next tattoo!